Today's program is just plain and simple: Buddy Pool Session. (BPS) Same as the other BPS, met KC at 1015 at the usual bridge and walked to JP and managed to catch the 1045 shuttle bus to IMM. While walking to JEC, we saw someone which looks darn familiar. Who is it? Yes, it's Nian Yue!!! Found out that he's working in Ichiban Sushi all the way till night time. Ouch, that's long. >.<

Anyway, went to KFC for lunch. KC had Cheesy BBQ Meltz while I had the Zinger Burger Meal. After lunch, it is POOL!!!! Something dramatic happened today.. I managed to win him by 6 balls? Wow, LOL! Anyway, last 2 matches we decided to have a "handicap" match, whereby the first match he uses the stick for every hit of the ball while I continue using my normal 2-hand shoot. However for the second match, both of us used just ONE hand to shoot ALL the balls. He won me by 4 balls.. =(

Ah alright, went to look for Nian Yue after BPS and found him in his Ichiban uniform. Managed to get him to take a photo with both of us in the full set, have a nice look!




So, how does it look? Nice huh? Very Japanese! :p Caught the 1715 shuttle bus to JP from IMM again and decided to have a little walk at JP. Balanar is on MC today I guess. >.< Anyway, saw this dramatic quarrel outside Jollibean.. What happened? I'm not sure too.. Since Balanar is off today, we went home shortly at 1800. :p

Newest group 3 Chiangmai video. Enjoy!

Like what I have mentioned in my post yesterday, Group 3 had a meeting to share photos and make the video. Therefore, I dug through everyone's album and found out some interesting photos which I don't have. Have fun looking!

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Lunch on the 2nd day. Why am I so sian?


I have became a giraffe :p


Good job!


Ru lai shen zhang!


Another happy group photo :p


KC trying to balance a volleyball on his head. Nice stunt eh?


YEA!!!


Let me introduce this camera to you..


What kind of face shall I call this?


KC's so image conscious till he's making his hair even during lunch!


Halfway through carrying the sand. I don't even have any idea what are the both of us doing. :p


Me assisting KC and CK on bricks!


Enthusiastically taking photos during the making of lanterns


Whose child is Wei Guang carrying?


Having breakfast on the van to Chiangmai City


One of the failed photos Ruby took for me for the making of my metal engravement :p


On the van up to the mountain where the Hmong people lives


YOUR BIGGEST NIGHTMARE!!!


So.. When was this photo taken?


Me, KC and Nian Yue at the Khantoke Dinner

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A short post of photos to share lol. Alright, I'm gonna get started on the video now, hopefully it can be ready by tonight. :p

Went out with Group 3 today. Can say it's a 7/8 attendance, cuz Dang is in Vietnam. I'm scheduled to meet KC at 1.20pm, however due to my hair I was late by 10 minutes.. >.< Blehs, better than being late for 50 minutes right? *looks at someone* Ah anyway, our initial plan of taking the shuttle bus from JP was called off cuz when we reached JP it was about 1.42pm and we guessed the shuttle bus has went off. Therefore, we decided to take the MRT instead.

Told Nian Yue to meet us at JE MRT at about 1.55pm and saw him from a far distance when we reached. I had some troubles recognising him at first, lol! Anyway, went to library and got a call from Ruby saying that she dunno how to go to the library, therefore we went to Mac to pick her up. On the way, saw ZR and we went together to meet Ruby. Met her and got to know that CK is on the way, therefore waited for him for a while. Since Violet is still a distance away, we decided to go to the library for slots. Couldn't find any at all, sat down and waited for Violet and we all went off to find slots again. Finally after 45 minutes, found one at the 4th level.

Although the mentioned on a piece of paper that we shouldn't use it for our laptops, our group's slogan came up again: fuck care! Before we actually sat down, I noticed this girl is constantly staring at KC, LOL. What's more, he's just sitting down right opposite her, hurhur. But I think the girl don't look chio at all la, KC also have the same thinking. So like that we spent like 2 hours looking at photos and such, laughing at funny ones and watching videos. We managed to get a little and yes, I mean little start on our video, which is plainly introduction of our members. -.- I have to do the whole other part lah, LOL.

After library we went to Pepper Lunch at IMM for dinner and went for pool. Surprisingly, I won to KC today lol. He shot the black ball into the wrong pocket, suay. :p Almost won ZR too but I gave away a free ball at the last one I think. >.< Oh well, today's pool is cheap, only 2 bucks per person. Well, that's all for today, I guess. :p

I wanna lose to 75kg >.<

Something is wrong with me, I'm sure

i just stood up from my bed and felt the fainting feeling again. this is not the first time, not the second time, but alot and alot of times. im mostly an optimistic person, but this happens too frequently till i have to pessimistic about this situation. is this really a sign that my body is getting weaker each day? what does my faint previously tell? is my faint in chiangmai really caused by JUST the pain in my hand? just how long do i have left in my life?

there have been tons of situations where i felt like fainting. when i squat down and stand up, when i sit on the floor for a long time, when i bend down and pick something up... it happened so many times till i already have a way of making myself not to faint everytime i feel it. i know if i do not do that i will just hit the ground once again. is my life fated to be short? am i fated not to grow up, work, get married, have kids, have grandchildren and die a peaceful death? im still very young, too young.. it's not the time for me to go yet.. it's the time for me to get on my studies and score at least 3.5 GPA next sem.. that's one of my big wishes.. i do not wish to go off so soon before even fulfilling my wish.

lots of people have advised me to see a doctor. what worries me is what if i really have a terminal disease or something? feeling fainty alot of times isn't a good sign at all. i will definitely be unable to accept the truth if i really have a terminal disease. i hope not. can someone bring back the optimistic me? i've fainted twice till now. will the third time be the last and i'll be in heaven/hell? every time i faint i fear that i won't wake up again. will i still get to see my friends? my parents? my classmates? my school? and all the ones i love? all the ones i care for? will the happy times with my friends just end someday? will there still be beautiful memories for me? will there....? will there...? only time will tell.....

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Some useful information KC linked me about the faint which made me optimistic again!

Physical triggers. Getting too hot or being in a crowded, poorly ventilated setting are common causes of fainting in teens. People can also faint after exercising too much or working out in excessive heat and not drinking enough fluids (so the body becomes dehydrated). Fainting can also be triggered by other causes of dehydration, as well as hunger or exhaustion. Sometimes just standing for a very long time or getting up too quickly after sitting or lying down can lead someone to faint.

Emotional stress. Emotions like fright, pain, anxiety, or shock can affect the body's nervous system, causing blood pressure to drop. This is the reason why people faint when something frightens or horrifies them, like the sight of blood.

This time, it might be related to standing up too fast after lying down while the faint in Chiangmai might be due to emotional stress of the pain.

Thanks KC! (wanted to tell you in MSN but abit paiseh :l)

This song just came into my mind suddenly, so decided to share it with u all. :) I know it's an old song, but it's very meaningful. Enjoy!

5th day back in singapore.. 10% of my heart is finally back.. however the other 90% still in chiangmai.. this is the first time i miss a place more than home, also the first time i didn't really miss home when at a foreign land.. had a mass convo with some chiangmai peeps last night.. they r namely KC, CK, hantheng, daryl, nian yue and fran. i hope i didn't leave anyone out didn't i? having the mass convo reminds me of the times in chiangmai where we would get together, say dirty jokes, review scandals, watch stars together and such...

anyway, i found this funny thing yesterday lol.. if any of u watches "First Class" on Channel 5, you might remember this episode. but if u dun, here's a simple story of what happened. in the latest episode, there's this person named Daniel, which is a protagonist of the show. sec 1 student, IT expert. there's been a case in the school whereby fake videos of teachers are being posted on youtube to sabotage them. he tracked the IP address of the person and finally managed to find him. and guess what? the person is named Adrian =.=. is that too much of a coincidence? LOL! when i told kc about that he just went like "wtf".

anyway, managed to get more chiangmai photos.. about elephant ride again.. LOL! funny, we took so many photos on the elephant ride without me knowing -.- dun worry, 2 photos of khantoke also included :)


The start of the elephant ride..


Halfway throughout the ride.. Me trying to maintain balance while trying to pose a nice one for the picture lol


This photo costed 200 baht. Not very expensive, and it's of sentimental value.


Managed to get a close up of our faces in the photo :p. Do you notice our "driver" looks fierce?


Photo at the Khantoke Dinner. 100 baht :p.. You should look at someone else's photo.. Looks darn funny man! *looks at KC*


This close-up wasn't done too well, couldn't catch the focal length of my handphone camera >.< but anyway just have a glimpse :p

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will be meeting up with group 3 tomorrow for the making of team video. woots, excited for it, cuz group 3 will be together again! although our slogan is FC, dun be FC about the video!! we should make a good one for us!

i decided to play around with my wax before showering and actually got this hairstyle.. how is it? :p i personally find it quite ok lol.. abit different from what i usually style

achievements i made in chiangmai..

• First to faint (dots...)


• First to use the first aid box (because of faint LOL)


• Sick bay specially set up for me (cuz of faint again)


• Took part in building a shelter for the homeless (now that's more meaningful)


• Built up better relationships with current friends


• Knowing new friends


• Having a very united group 3


• Getting my skin tanned (finally after so long)


• Took nice pictures

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some more photos of chiangmai to share :D


Snacks to last us for 10 days (but finished on the 5th!)


KC and CK computing the soil.. I wanted to help so much but couldn't because of the faint (i just fainted)


Finally finished mixing cement with 90% of the work done with my left hand! (1 day after the faint)


Drawn by KC during our break.. Reminds me of childhood! We had fun playing with it!


KC almost crying out looking at approx. 2800kg of sand to clear!


Took great pains to take this shot, but Nian Yue showed his belly button :p


Coordination is even important in this picture. This shows the 4 of us jumping. Namely KC, CK, me and ZR


Now you see how united group 3 is.. We jump in unison! Although my posture might seem a little out xD


This is taken the day after.. I finally got the correct posture :p


This lizard is approx 30-40cm long.. It makes a very loud "ge-ko" sound at night.
Everyone is used to it. :)


Dang's famous KUKU face!


This is how "stylo" my hair can get after sitting in the pickup in a heavy rain, carrying the canvas with KC and Wei Guang


My "famous pose" to greet Han Theng when she wakes us up at 6.30am everyday. KC did it when we wanted to take the picture so ya :p


Group 3 cam-whorers unite!


Ruby took my camera and snapped her pic. Why does CK look so happy but KC looks so fierce?


This batch of cement is of special sentimental value. The one KC and myself mixed together with our perspiration. :p


Group 3 + aboriginal girl. Notice we are all wearing the same shirt? :p


This is how the elevator at the temple brings us up to the top


Shortly after the elephant ride :D


Me looking abit "sian diao" on the taxi


Chin Kuang + Zhong Rong + me + Kai Chung. We are the only 4 year 1s!