Sometimes Heaven really like to play a joke on us. You get brought up to a level full of hope atop a platform, then suddenly the platform breaks and you drop to the beginning again. Why do people have to have simple matters complicated? Sometimes things can be very simple, for example "This is a bowl of soup" but people have to have it complicated like "This is a bowl of soup infused with the essence of chicken and slow boiled over 3 hours with ginseng and cordyceps with some salt added 2 hours into the boiling process." Seriously, do things have to be that complicated?
Besides that, it definitely feels great to speak your heart out. There is no point keeping what you want to say in your heart as you will one day explode due to the extreme stress it has to take. Sometimes letting it all out would make you feel much better. Definition of a friend can be, "Someone who stands by you in times of need to provide you the emotional support and to overcome your fear and anxiety". What happens if sometimes a joke, which seem insignificant to one, could in turn induce fear and anxiety into someone else? As another saying goes, "One man's meat is another man's poison". To put it simple, what you enjoy may be what others feel the most hurtful about. To quote a simple example, chocolates are what humans love, but they are deadly poisonous to dogs. I guess that pretty much explains the above sentence.
It was a failed attempt, but I am glad I attempted it. It allowed me to speak my heart out despite the failure. I am not giving up so easily, I will fight for what I want to get. Kampateh.
