Wednesday, August 6, 2008

a new name, a new beginning. ever since the name change from Richard to Daniel, i feel that life's gonna be better for me. will it be? i'll live with it for a week before giving an answer.. haha. lots of peeps know im losing weight, but i seem too obsessed with it, lol? nah, im not obsessed, just abit too kan chiong. however, im glad that alot of ppl tell me that i look ok, not too monstrous lol.

i dread looking at the photos i took last time, since i look so fat in them. however, i keep looking back at the photos i took last time when i was in sec 3, sec 4 and such. where's that big tummy? where are all those acne? they are all gone! im so happy at the thought of that, although i might not have shared it with any of you.

my confidence level has significantly risen in poly. i make friends more easily now, as i look more 'normal' compared to last time when i was really a giant. sometimes i look at my old photos i'll laugh.. why am i looking so sad last time? want to smile when taking photo also no confident, and take photo must hide here hide there to ensure all the wobbly parts get hidden. now still need to hide abit, but i dun mind showing them since most of the peeps who sees my photos (except poly friends) have seen how scary i looked last time.

Today will be a good day, tomorrow will be better, next week will be GREAT!

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