Thoughts

Honestly, I don't know why I'm writing this blog post. Something just told me to come to my blog and post. Lol. Since I'm already here, I shall say a bit about my studies. From 5 semesters, I have officially determined that I am definitely in the wrong course of study. Logistics is something that I do not want to do in the future, why? Because I have no interest. I guess I'm better off in a culinary course or aviation course. If I were to transfer course, it'll be a waste of money and time since I'm already in Year 3. However, with my current results I don't think I'll be able to enter any local universities. As for private universities, none of them interest me as they all have business-related courses. The best aviation school is in the USA, in the state of Florida, the city of Daytona Beach. No, you are not seeing wrongly. It's Daytona, the "birthplace" of the famous arcade game Daytona USA Driving Game.

>Studying in a place so far from home is definitely something that is not that I want but I'd like to have the experience if I can. Another factor is the cost. Estimated costs would be around 250k to 300k SGD, I guess? That is really expensive, you know?

Living in Singapore is great, but I just don't like the thought of going to NS. Physical trainings everyday.. Just not my thing! However, what can I do? Every male has to go through this.

我一天一天更爱你

Operation Remove Belly

I bet some of you know what Operation Remove Belly (ORB) means. It means to remove my big big belly. From Secondary 4 I had the heaviest weight in my life that I did not even imagine one day I'd "achieve". On a random day in July, I decided to embark on a weight losing journey. By September 2008, my weight was already down by 23kg! Imagine the joy and sense of achievement that it brought me! I could wear nice clothes, nice jeans and look great! However, things started to change in 2009. For some reasons, my appetite took a turn for the worst and I started eating lots of stuffs again. By September 2009, my weight increased by 13kg - which I did not really take notice in since I was thinking I could lose those extra weight off. Now, my weight is 10kg more than what I was earlier on in Secondary 4. If I continue on like this, I guess I'll lose more confidence along the way.

I'm not sure if it's me or something but I feel funny going out in my current state. Therefore, I do not put much effort into my dressing. You can see from my current photos that I actually wear those same few shirts and shorts when going out and you never see me wearing any jeans. Why? Because I have no confidence in my physical image. I remember the satisfaction when everyone saw me and went, "Oh my god, you slimmed down a lot!" Why, I would love to get back that sense of satisfaction again! How I envy those people that does not grow fat at all when they eat and eat. Right now, I have about 8 months before going into NS. I know I'll definitely lose weight in there, but can I lose more weight before going in? I definitely hope so. At least, back down to 2 digits! It's scary seeing your own weight hitting your "personal high score" when you do not want to.

Hopefully now I can have the motivation and determination as I had in July 2007 to lose weight so I can look better in the future. It's much easier to get a girlfriend this way too, you know? ;)

Sometimes I just need a good listening ear.

爱太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

Yet Another Post

So, today is Saturday. Frankly speaking, I've already lost count of days since coming back from Genting. I had to constantly remind myself that, "Hey, today's Saturday!" to actually know the day itself. Remember when I was little I used television programs to help me remember the days. Now that I rely on xinmsn.com more than ever, it's useless. Also, when schooling I can also remember the days using the timetable. Now on holiday mode, it's really darn hard to know which day it is! Haha.

Great to say that I caught 11:11 on BOTH clocks I have. The clock I bought from Wuhan that is going abit cranky and my computer. Yay! However, I forgot to make a wish on both occasions. Argh. =.= Holidays are coming but I have no holidays since I'll be on attachment, so I guess I might as well enjoy these 2 weeks of holidays first and worry about exams later. Although I must not be pessimistic, I still think that I'll repeat module next semester. Hopefully not, if not no attachment money to get DSLR. xD I shall use that as my motivation!

又是一天

Today, at 1.30pm, I went down to meet Cheryl for lunch. Waiting and waiting and waiting, where's Mr. Hao Teng that was supposed to reach? Turns out that he'll be late, bahh! Finally, he reached and we went off to Koufu at Pioneer Mall for lunch. Talk about nostalgia, it's been almost a month or two since I ate the curry chicken there! Still tastes heavenly, as normal.

After lunch, they came up to my house for some chilling and.. playing around? I don't know how to describe it. LOL!

Spent the whole day playing Roller Coaster Tycoon 3. Actually, this game is just like the typical games I play. You get excited about it for 1or 2 days and then dump it aside after that. A few months later, you want to play it again. I think the only game I've been so loyal to is Microsoft Flight Simulator X? Been playing it non-stop for years. The addons do help, eh?

I don't know why these 2 weeks I feel so slack. Exams are coming soon and yet I'm actually playing games and slacking at home everyday. What is this world coming to?

Kuala Lumpur and Genting Trip

After an almost 3 month hiatus, I guess it's time to revive my blog! I shall try to update this blog as often as possible, but not daily, of course! So now, what have I been doing for the past 3 months? Here's the summary.

• Formed the 大小 family
• Became an instructor for HI! Club Class 1G
• Performed for the first time in my first ever Opening Ceremony (Song: Mambo No. 5)
• Fell in love with someone (hmm...?)
• 4 performances in Closing Ceremony (Top of the World, Hush Hush I Will Survive, Telephone, We're Dancing, Absolutely Everybody)
• Went for KL and Genting Trip
• Started driving lessons (albeit at stage 4.1 now...)
• Went to Shanghai, Shantou and Hangzhou. Experienced my first Business Class flight in my life
• Experienced lots of people's EPIC FAILURES *looks at Cheryl*

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This trip was decided upon about 1 month ago and we started looking for people to join. The finalists? Me, Qihui, Cheryl, Daphne and Haofeng.

Day 1

Cabbed down to Cheryl's house to meet her and went to Golden Mile Complex. Our bus is PC 2299 L, a 25 seater executive coach. It's equipped with a widescreen personal television for each person and has about 20-30 movies on demand to choose from. On the way there, I watched Astro Boy and Auntie Lucy 也灌篮. Both movies were great! The former was touching while the latter was funny.

There was a minor jam on the way so we were delayed by a bit but we managed to reach our hotel, Ancasa Hotel at roughly 3.30pm. After a short rest, we headed to Berjaya Times Square for shopping. Before shopping, we went to Secret Recipe for dinner.

I am really no shopping material, walk a few steps already tired. After walking lots and lots and lots of rounds, Cheryl, HF and myself finally decided to settle down for fish spa and ear candling. Both were great and cost only RM30 in total! How cool is that? =D At night, we had song signing and chatting session. Had backache and Cheryl massaged for me. Her massaging skills are great, it only took 30 minutes to lessen the pain. 三十分钟罢了！

Day 2

Had breakfast at the hotel and boy it has to be the best hotel breakfast dinner I had. After going back to the room and slacking a little, the bus came at 11.40am and off to Genting we go! Song signed and laughed like mad with Daphne all the way up. Oh, the 30-seater bus only had 8 people!

Reached Genting and went to our next hotel, Resort Hotel. It has been improved so much since last time I went! You need to insert your card into the card slot in the lift to access your floor and the rooms are now much more spacious and luxurious! Definitely worth the upgrade.

After that, we went to First World Plaza to shop. Once again, I felt like a zombie again. Finally, we settled down in Starbucks for coffee. There's Wifi! Great! Went on Facebook and updated my status. Went to Ripley's Believe It or Not after that. Daphne, Cheryl and I finished first and waited for QQ and HF.

Dinner at foodcourt and I was banned from Bak Kut Teh as I had sore throat, boo! After dinner went back to hotel and have a rest as we were all very tired.

Day 3


Rise and shine, breakfast at MacDonalds! Went to cable car after that and did some small shopping of local delicacies at the half-mountain shopping mall. Dumped our stuffs at the hotel and went to the Outdoor Theme Park! First ride we went was the Viking Ship, sat twice. After that, we went to the Chairswing. I was so afraid that I'll get thrown out or the chain will break, you know!

Shortly after, it started raining and we went to shopping mall to walk around. Sat down in Starbucks again! This time, I was the only person drinking. Barged into the Outdoor Theme Park again and sat on the mini train. Oww, it sure brings back childhood memories! Too bad I did not get to sit on the antique car.

Had dinner at the same foodcourt as day 2 but this time I was the only person eating. I finally ate my Bak Kut Teh! It was great! After that, we went back to hotel for a rest. Played Dai Dee and Indian Poker. FUN!

Day 4


4am, went to KFC for breakfast. Darn below expectations. Not really nice. After that, went back hotel to sleep and woke up at 11am. Packed our bags, checked out of hotel and went to Richdad Cafe for lunch. It's just beside the foodcourt we went!

Guess what's our bus license plate for the journey home? PC 1111 B! 1111! Yay! Sat with Daphne for the journey home and I watched I Do I Do, a rerun actually. Watched the actual movie before. Finally, reached home at around 8.15pm.

Pictures here