Not only that I am feeling lost when I'm awake, I even dreamt of it last night. It felt so real. I felt the fear, the solitary, the desperate call for help.
I cannot really describe the dream but I'll try my best. So, I was walking in a crowded place and suddenly all the people I know beside me disappeared. I looked around and tried my best to locate them but it didn't work. Taking out my phone and trying to call one of them but to no avail too. Somehow I managed to find them but they all seemed to be ignoring me.
According to www.dreammoods.com, dreaming of being lost could mean that you are trying to adjust to a new situation. If that's so, why am I feeling that in real life too? It did not feel good. I felt that my mental resistance was pushed to the limits. I sat by myself at the dining area of my camp and started thinking. It was the worst feeling ever. Everything around me has changed. The place remains the same but the people are not the same anymore. I looked at the briefing room we once chilled out together. It was just a few days ago that we were all inside the room together and talking with each other, sharing jokes and such. I wonder what has happened. Sometimes it could be myself worrying too much, sometimes it is true but I have yet to notice it. Only time will tell.
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